So I am feeling blue today. Now I am posting this here to remind myself that everything is ok.
Where do my feelings come from?
Who knows?
It’s easy to have feelings of pensive sadness, with no obvious cause. I’m a family man and I need to keep working. But of course, I hear about my high school and college classmates from long ago,co-workers, friends & family and all of their great accomplishments and I feel like I am going nowhere and that I’m unsuccessful. I think to myself, “what’s wrong with me?” However, I start reflecting on my strengths. What are my best qualities? Without sounding conceded or egotistical….
* I am engaging, constantly trying to bring people together and collaborate with one another.
* I am honest and kind
* An amazing father and great husband
* I can be a wonderful friend
* I listen to great music
* Creative, artistic and intelligent
* Loved by many (I’m not kidding)
* I am giving
* Vulnerable and courageous
* Positive and compassionate
* Wear awesome t shirts
* Empathetic
* I can bake cupcakes and casseroles
* I am the candy man
* Author and writer
* Blogger and horror movie junkie
* Want a campfire built? I’m your man!
My list of accomplishments
Earned the honors of an Eagle Scout
Survived Hip Replacement surgery and Brain Surgery
Earned a college Degree.
Published a book
Won a short story writing contest in high school
Have had a job since I was 11 (started off as a paperboy)
Never unemployed
Have worked at Ball Horticultural Company for over 20 years
Took dancing lessons
Ran in high school and learned to run again recently in my life
Learned to swim when a little boy
High School Swim team
Successfully biked long distances
Ran several 5k’s
Participated in 4 triathlons.
Live in a nice home
Was a catechism teacher at church for one year
I read at church
Was a Eucharistic Minister for 2 years
Been hiking and camping many times
Went canoeing on the Mississippi River and the boundary waters of Canada
I hit two home runs in minor league baseball
Went to boot camp in Missouri and survived
Married a wonderful woman and won her heart
Survived Boot Camp for NEW DADS
Won the hearts of my nieces and nephew
Hero to my son
Learned to bake professional looking cupcakes and chocolate nut clusters
Patient witch children
Obsessed with music and horror films
Was a guest speaker at the library twice
Climbed Harney Peak in South Dakota
Went on an intense zip line in a jungle in Mexico
Can drive and teach forklift operations
Wrote theater reviews for a newspaper
Interviewed my Uncle for a piece on Vietnam for the newspaper
Biked 100 miles in a weekend and……..
I Flew a gyro plane
……I’m sure there’s more to come